"so sick..."

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Mycket har hänt på det nya året. Både bra och dåliga saker. Mest har jag väl gått runt och mått konstigt över massa saker. Men nu har jag tagit tag i dom och det börjar nog bli bättre. Men i dag har inte varit någon höjdardag direkt. Hände en del grejer på festen här i går som har gjort dagen upp och ner för mig. Sen har dessutom Lisbeth ringt och sagt att farmor är jättesjuk. Inte direkt att man orkar med det en sån här dag. Skulle verkligen behöva någon som satt och kramade om mig och sa att allt blir snart bättre. Men det blir det nog. Bättre alltså.

Hade annars väldigt trevligt i går. Det blev lite vildare än planerat dock hehe... Tack för kvällen iaf...

Lämnar er med mina känslor i Fergies ord:

I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center of clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center of clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Over and out.